Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Fantasy Land

I start to wake up... the sun isn't quite up yet, but enough light is coming in to see.
I stretch out some in bed and roll away from the clock and look at bundle of brown hair.. it's breathing softly.
One arm over me lazily. I push back the hair gently, and look at an angelic sleeping face. Content, mouth open a little, breathing ever so quietly.
I would lay there and look, just take it all in.. part of me not believing it.
It's Delores

I've never slept next to her.. not real sleep. Laying down.. saying goodnight... a kiss.. a cuddle... sex or no sex ( that would keep us up a while) and a full on restful 5-6 hours of sleep. I don't think I would believe it was real

I've thought about how I could make some changes to the apartment and build an additional two bedrooms to bring it up to 4. That would give each kid one of their own. And how to put in a private area for Delores to work in. This place was originally an office, so it is laid out already sectioned off into various compartments. It really wouldn't be that difficult.
Sure I would have to dispose of or store some items, but it could be done.

Reality, unfortunately, prevails.
It really isn't the best idea at this moment. Not yet.... Not saying it isn't possible, but right now it would cause even more problems

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