Monday, June 28, 2010

Dropping like flies

sooooo...
Now I am starting to experience another extreme of sorts...
I've just lost about half of my ass....
the ass I was getting at least.. one has a boyfriend... one got arrested (she was supposed to be here this past weekend), one said that she doesn't "share well".. and one, just a few hours ago, "broke up" with me... she wants kids in the future... and a marriage... I had said a few weeks ago that I was not interested in either..... because I have two of the former and have had one of the latter

she didnt like that. The marriage thing wasn't nearly as important as the kid thing was... but its not exactly like I've had the best record when it has come to my last two (I'm including the miscarriage in this calculation)

I have nothing against kids... not at all. I've even thought about what it would be like to have a 3rd with someone..... and then I remember all the shit from the first two that I have and how much I miss them....and then I would miss out on even more....

so no....no more kids. I want to focus on the two that I have when the rare chance that I get them happens

and... I'm still working on Linda... I don't contact her, but she gets in touch with me periodically... and then I try to keep the conversation going.... but just like with Delores, it will just end... end with no response....
I'll get all this shit figured out one day.. I know I will

2:37

Saturday, June 12, 2010

BINGO BINGO BINGO!!!!!!

"Bingo" used to be the call sign for an interception back in the old days when I played football.. It told the defense to basically switch from attacking to blocking in order to get the absolute best field position or even get it to the end zone....

The chick I was concerned about.. the one who kept talking about our "compatibility"... has started dating..

YES!!!!!!!


She just told me. I could tell that she had some concerns about how I was gonna take it... That's funny considering that we had talked about her dating just about 2 months ago. She brought it up about how I would feel if she did. I told her that we had agreed that we would make a horrible couple, that we were both just kind of filling a void... that I would be happy for her.
We've been friends for over 25 yrs. We've helped each other through some rough times...

She also said that she's "dating"... and doesn't have a boyfriend yet...and wanted to make sure that I was still available to fulfill some of those "adult needs"... (she gets off on giving blow jobs and has told me that I have been her absolute favorite all around; size, taste, recovery and large amount of load... and quite frankly.. she's the BEST I have ever had [no offense to anyone].. the first one, I was standing up and she dropped me to my knees in 45 seconds. I still grin thinking about that night)

Man.. life is good.. I still didnt tell her about the chicks I nailed in her bed... I was tempted to, but I'm not that stupid....

I'm curious when this life will blow up in my face.. right now, I don't care cuz all my married friends HATE ME... and hate hearing my stories. Not because they don't like me, but because they are stuck watching me live every man's fantasy...

I FUCKING LOVE IT!!!!

Overscheduled and wearing down

Stamina... I'm kind of well known for it. In several ways; physically and mentally.

But every man has a point that he just needs a fucking break and I think I have hit that point...
The big difference between the break I need now and the break I needed before is that I have done it to myself....and I'm not complaining about it at all.

My business is taking off very well and I'm loving it.. but the work is labor intensive and then I have administrative duties when I get home.. and I am squeezing that in between the woman juggling....

Yup, I'm at it again and better than ever. I actually have a rotation that I use. I hooked up with 2 chicks while living in the city; one I'm still seeing and the other, I think has decided not to get together again. I don't really care because she was WAAAYYY younger that me.. oh well.
The one I'm still seeing is very capable of keeping up with me...very capable. And that is pretty much the only thing that we have in common; the ability to fuck each other silly.

I have "arrangements" with 2 friends who are in between relationships and ask me to help satisfy "adult needs"..seriously, that's all I am and I really like that set up. There kinda is a third in that arena and that is starting to scare me some because she keeps hinting at our compatibility even though we discussed months ago what a disaster we would be as a romantic couple. I know it is coming from the way I make her eyes roll back and she definitely doesn't have the ability to keep up with me, so i may have to end that one. Especially if she found out what the hell I did on her bed for 3 weeks

Have another flying in.. just to literally sample the goods. That one I can't wait for...gonna be 3 days of insane nakedness... Why? because she has always wanted to know since hearing what I did to a few of her friends.

All this, plus another 2 that have me on a booty call hot line... they get a few drinks, get antsy in the pantsy and my phone is ringing at odd hours... sometimes I go and sometimes not. Kinda depends on what I had done that day.. but i have achieved one of the more "manly" things in life... 2 in a day.. but at least I showered in between.

Add all this to my working out and the manual labor that I do daily and I am wearing down fast. I have 3 more big jobs to schedule in and am looking for an investor and a few people to bring in part time.

I have decided to take a day off today and get some stuff done around here. rest up my abs and chest and shoulders (they have been getting a hell of a workout the past few weeks)... I really have to recover because tomorrow is going to be another rough and wild day.. my "match" is coming over for the first time.. And there is only one other person that has ever even come close to keeping up...Strangely.. there are a LOT of similarities between the two... way to many.. kinda weird to be honest.

So ladies.. be wary.. OG is out there and on the hunt. And if you get your chance, you may just be able to figure out who I am while you lay there quivering in exhaustion trying to get your eyes to focus again...

I think I may bring in Tucker Max as a wing man.. I could teach him a few things