sooooo...
Now I am starting to experience another extreme of sorts...
I've just lost about half of my ass....
the ass I was getting at least.. one has a boyfriend... one got arrested (she was supposed to be here this past weekend), one said that she doesn't "share well".. and one, just a few hours ago, "broke up" with me... she wants kids in the future... and a marriage... I had said a few weeks ago that I was not interested in either..... because I have two of the former and have had one of the latter
she didnt like that. The marriage thing wasn't nearly as important as the kid thing was... but its not exactly like I've had the best record when it has come to my last two (I'm including the miscarriage in this calculation)
I have nothing against kids... not at all. I've even thought about what it would be like to have a 3rd with someone..... and then I remember all the shit from the first two that I have and how much I miss them....and then I would miss out on even more....
so no....no more kids. I want to focus on the two that I have when the rare chance that I get them happens
and... I'm still working on Linda... I don't contact her, but she gets in touch with me periodically... and then I try to keep the conversation going.... but just like with Delores, it will just end... end with no response....
I'll get all this shit figured out one day.. I know I will
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