Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Did you feel that?

I said that...
That first day.
"Did you feel that"?

Referring to that wave of emotion that crashed over us, starting this whole thing.

We "felt" again tonight.. We felt that we had said or done something to upset the other. It's not that we did, but we felt the same thing at the same time.

We can feel each other as if we are looking at each other. We know when something is wrong, we know when something is right. We can feel each others heartbeats for miles

I could feel her last night... I really could.. I woke up with an urge to check my email, but I had left the phone in the kitchen... my body was sore and was worn out from a difficult day. I thought it as nonsense...I woke up and had messages from Delores right around that time.... I could feel her not being able to sleep, and I let her down.

We really don't have use for words.... maybe that's why we didn't talk about anything before... But we sure can start a conversation in some interesting predicaments.

I really want to see her as much as I can, But I don't like it when it hurts her to think about it.

I can feel that too... not always, but sometimes.

I wonder, how many times during our years apart, we were feeling something from the other. Not realizing it, but thinking it was just some strange feeling.... but in fact, it was at a time when one of us was hurt, or overjoyed........

That, I don't think we will ever be able to confirm, Delores and I have done a good job of clouding some of the past in our minds, but I believe, truly believe, that we have felt each other all our lives....

All of our lives

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