Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Of Mice And Men

George did it..... I don't know how he summoned the courage for it

It was because ( I think Curley) couldn't. Couldn't put down his old suffering dog even though it was the right thing to do.

George put down Lennie when the lynch mob came for him. Because the one that loved him should have done it.

My dog... my last faithful friend, who has been by my side through some of the worst events in my life, is deteriorating. She needs to go to the vet... bad.

The last dog this happened to... who belonged to Ex, cost over $2000 just to diagnose. I no longer have a credit card.. and all I can afford is to buy food for her and my kids.

I have my Dad's shotgun.... if I want it. It's at my brothers house.................

I can't do it, not without a Dr's opinion....... I can't even afford to put her down if it was necessary.
I don't think I could even do it myself.... I'm not that strong

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