I wish

I wish I could fall asleep and end the night, like we talked about.
I wish I could wake up and begin the day, like we talked about.

Just like we were; you half laying on me, slightly propped up. Looking down on me.

I want so bad to see that every day.

I wish I could watch you sleep. I've never seen you sleep peacefully. I know it would be angelic; I had a taste of it in the hotel when we went away. But that wasn't real sleep.

I wish we didn't have to hide

I wish we didn't have to not call

I wish I could tell my friends

I wish I could tell the world

I wish this was easy

I wish that it didn't hurt you

I wish that every day could be better than the last

I wish I could share those days with you