Vacation????

This is my last visit with the kids for the next few weeks, possibly longer.
Ex is taking them on vacation with her boyfriend and the couple that we used to vacation with every year.

I don't care that he is going on vacation with my kids, I don't care that I lost some friends in this, I don't care that they are going where I used to go every year.

What I do care about is how the hell she can tell me she can't pay her bills and needs my check every two weeks ( knowing that I am not able to keep my utilities on half the time and have consulted a bankruptcy attorney) but can continue going on these vacation sprees; the last few months, there has been a flight somewhere at least once a month and I have had to rearrange my schedule to accommodate that.

It's really going to throw her for a loop when I lose my job in a few weeks

What the fuck???