It was.
I took it off. I don't know if it's perfect anymore. It might be, it might not.
I don't know. I just don't know anymore
We haven't been talking much. She's been busy at work and I wanted to give her some space for a multitude of reasons:
She needs to concentrate on work
I need to concentrate on getting my fucked up situation straightened out... which is not looking good on all fronts.
Mostly, there has been a change over the past few months; a change in the way she talks to me, acts towards me. I asked what was going on and she told me her reasons why and it makes sense, but there is something else missing from the equation; it's not adding up.
There is a question that has been burning in me the past few weeks
I need to ask.......I need to ask...... I just can't yet.
Its not a choice, but it is something I would like to know
So Delores, if you are reading this, don't ask me what it is because I can't ask just yet. I know you will tell me if I ask and I'm afraid of the answer and I'm not ready to hear it yet but it is important in the OG/Delores saga.
What makes it worse, a friend turned me on to this demotivational poster website... they were funny as hell..... until I got to this one
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