I fucked up more than I thought

I'm starting to think that I really screwed up Delores. A whole lot more than I thought.

I just found out that her other, other guy was still around in some capacity when I came into the picture and that she abruptly cut things off with him. He is now deploying (even though he has a pretty safe job) and it stirred up something in Delores. I know this because she told me.

I really fucked her up and I didn't even know it.

I think she might be better off if I just go away, because she sure as hell would have been a lot better off if I had never resurfaced