I hope it's quick

So...... she's on vacation... Plane should land in an hour or two.... same place as last April shortly after everything went down. With just a few differences this time around:

I'm moved in this time and not unpacking
I don't have the kids anymore
I don't have a job to occupy my days

She said I wouldn't hear from her this week... and I believe it too... so much shit has changed. Last time I did get something about once a day. I think I will probably hear something mid week and I'll bet it will be like that last vacation update; I've picked up on that pattern already so it is kind of difficult to say I want her vacation to go slowly... but I do... as far as relaxing vacations go. But I have a feeling it will be anything but.

I hope it goes by fast for me. Shit, I hope a lot of things go by fast for me... and others I want to go slow, but I don't think that is a real option. You can't have both in that situation.

Just another waiting game I need to play.

Who knows, I may have a warehouse job by the end of next week. I had an impromptu interview yesterday that was scheduled on the way to my initial bankruptcy hearing.. He wants to conduct a background check first, which won't be an issue on my end. The money might be. It's an hour drive one way and when he brought up compensation, the number I threw out was about half of what I was making, but enough to cover my bills and fuel expenses... and I got that "are you kidding me" look.. If I get the offer and get low balled... as long as it pays more than I get now, I might just take it and try to trim out even more expenses. At least it's warming up and I don't have to run the heat anymore.... A/C I can live without.

Just like everything else in the world.. time will tell..... who knows.. maybe things are starting to turn around