Saturday, March 14, 2009

How good do I feel

Our emails have been wavering some in frequency and length. Two weeks ago, we had agreed to ween ourselves away from each other as far as contact.......we had also discussed the possibility of it becoming "us" by July 4....yes Independence Day.

After the events and the emails and now the blog, I had fully expected to not see her again for some months.....May...possibly June. And us breaking contact at some point. I had a feeling for some reason. Some....some ......strange feeling that I wasn't going to hear from her anymore. There was a little (1) this morning and I was SOOOOO relieved.

The best one came in the form of a text message " Will u be home in an hour?"

YES!!!!!!!

Just a visit and I knew that. I had the kids and I knew she would have hers. But I would see her, speak to her, hold her. We would sneak into another room out of sight of the kids and get a quick make-out.
But I got to see her, and touch her, and right now...I'm on top of the world. It will take something pretty big to knock me off of it.

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